Holidays

It's been so long since i last posted which was during the exams. Heard that my results are coming out on 21st dec which is the day i am going to beijing. I guess this is good afterall since i will get some time to relax and actually not frown over my results.. heehee.. and get to enjoy my holidays afterall..
These few days have been rather uneventful since i have to go to work and stay at home. Talking about work, i have to work at 4pm which is in another hour's time.. AHhh... Few days ago i went to Olympus to get my camera fixed because the zooming spoilt. Then me and my bf went to OUB centre to take a walk around and look if there's any dress for the prom. There's this shop which i don't know the name, but its really cool cz almost all of their dresses come in one piece only. I tried on a dark red dress which was really niceeeeeee... but guess what? it costs 300++ bucks. I guess the price is not too bad since it is a famous brand which i forgot the name. heehee. and it is really really pretty. I am going again on monday to take a few more looks at other dresses and hope can find one tat i really really like! aniwaes, anyone has any other requests before i go to beijing? Vivi wans a new cd, lt wans a pooh bear.. anithing else???... *taking requests now*

totally depressing..

The first exam i ever took in university, is the most depressing one so far. *not tat i have took any other exams yet* and who told me uni was EASY? HUH? It was pretty HARD. Totally depressing and i was knocking my head against the table when the exam ended. I have never been this demoralized before!!!! gosh... what were they thinking when they set the paper. Maybe I should take another look/perspective at the life in uni. arghz. But it seems that i am able to get over it very fast. I ended up shopping in Esprit later and saw a dress which i think is quite suitable for prom.... And nix was saying how fast my mood changes from depressed to shopping happily. Haha.. i am amazed at myself as well... something must be wrong with my hormones that i can change so fast. I guess the idiom about women are like .... ermm i can't remember but it seems quite true...

Exams

I'm so stressed out now. -exams tomorrow and tuesday- I have genetics tomorrow which i havent touch on at all, and biochemistry on tuesday which i have not even finished 1/3 of it! This is soooooo sad...
And after nxt week i am having my finals which is even more stressing than ever..... Just hope i will be able to pass all my papers. Not aiming for any A this semester but hope to get at least a PASS.... ><"...

My First Time

heehee.. what do u think when u see the title? First Time kissing? first time..... bla bla bla? nAH!... My first time to KboX! haha... so vivi ah i gave u my first time.. *blushes*.. hehe.. i am joking.. but it is really my first time to kbox la. Vivien is SOOOOOOOOOOo good in singing.. i was so surprised.. haha.. pretty girl with pretty voice! me on the other hand.. hahahah... i can barely sing... ><".. haha and she's good with her cantonese too.. i should learn from her... heehee.. go sing more k and i will know cantonese better?.. lol.. but it was really fun!! singing non stop for 3 hours straight? hahaha... interesting.. and skipping songs...
Then later we went to play pool. She's damn good!!! so many balls can go in.. i can hardly get a ball in... ><"... then we went for second lunch at Thai Express... haha curry so hot!!!! then we went to look for vivi's bf and she bought food for him.. so funny...
We went for further shopping and bought lots of stuff.. tat's why i am going broke... waaa..... aniwaes, haha i still had a fun day!!! thanks vivien!

reminsicing the past

Just been onto Vivi's blog and seen the picture so couldn't help borrowing from her. Hope you wun mind gal! and u dun have to ask how i manage to copy it from ur diary.. :P.. The song, combined with the picture is the perfect combination to reminsicing the past. It seems like yesterday when we were still playing around in the snow, taking pictures and building snowman. *but did we really build a snowman?* nah.. we merely pull strings of two person together. Everything was so innocent then. Everyone was so fun to be with. People are nice, stand up for you and giving you the perfect company anyone could actually ask for! I really miss those times. How i wish everyone can hang out together for once again.
Although there were ups and downs in the school, especially problems with matt for almost two years. In case anyone doesn't know, this guy is the jerk that messed up my life in beijing and i totally hate him. But i guess it did create some laughter for others. Especially the romeo and juliet drama. x_X.. I was acting as the prince in the play, and he was some erm.. sword person? So i was supposed to put up a speech with NO ONE disturbing me. And in the middle of the speech, he scared me with the sword by suddenly pointing and yelling at me. ><" I got totally freaked out. But it got the entire class laughing so its not too bad.
Besides him, everyone else is wonderful. Playing basketball with vivi, jenny, yurie was one of the best times until yurie had to go back. Whatever it is, i wish everyone the best in their journey in life.

little time, many things

Wasn't exactly able to view many people's blogs because i've not actually been online for quite a while i guess. been kind of lazy, and just realised that i have to actually start studying. How ironic right? I'm not taking A'levels but i realised that it is very important that i actually start studying now and not fall behind. Haiz. I guess sometimes my brain has something wrong with it and i just can't point to which part of my brain. Anyways, i just found my exam schedule which starts on 18th Nov (which is supposed to be when most of the A levels end?) *definitely ironic* And it ends on the first december. *days of torture going to start soon*. You guys must have thought it is a long time for a person who only has 5 subjects right? NO! I just realised that 3 of the subjects are one after another from 22-24 nov. arghz. this is going to be so tiring for me! *cries*
Anyway, i shouldn't keep nagging about myself here. It's almost 2 now. And i really want to complete my work before the next lecture. All the best to those taking A'levels and to all uni students for their semester exams! Hope i can get good grades.... *what am i talking about.. hope wun get me anywhere.. must strive for it......*

quick short update

heh.. i got lkike 5 min to finish updating i guess and includes shutting down my laptop and rushing for lunch? ><" . aniwae, i came across this phrase in vivi's blog which makes perfect sense. haha... "Relationships make your mind go haywire" haha... actually any sort of relationships will make your mind go haywire la! not only boy-gal relationship! x_X...
I've got another exam today... so sian... another 2 more min to go.... *so is it my typing slow or whaT*
Anyway, i worked the past two days and i am tired like crazy when i had to wake up at 7 this morning to go to school!!!!! damzn... kinda hate monday mornings.... aniwae, i saw a really cute shirt in Esprit which i kinda like.. haha... i should stop working.. gosh... cz everytime i go to work, i will find something nice and i wanna get it...><".. aniwae its winter season so probably i will find nothing to get soon!!!! *big smile*...
lesson till 7 today... arGHZ!!!!!!!

dotz

Just one simple question. is getting a 50% pass in exam tat bad? especially when u almost have not went for any of the lectures before? ><".. why do others all tell me the score is really bad. haiz. but i was really happy with the score. so why are some of them so unhappy about it. haiz i don't really how to explain myself. just that people don't seem to understand me. can't seem to find anyone near me who will understand me.

Sundays

Have i ever said how i hated Sundays? For some, Sunday is a great day for family gathering, fun with friends and everything else. But for me, i simply hate Sundays. I guess it’s just not my day and I always have mixed feelings about Sundays. Don’t know what happened in the past that resulted in me dreading Sundays, but i know for sure, i hate the loneliness of Sunday which no one can understand.
Sometimes on Sundays, i just have these bad/unhealthy thoughts. Don’t worry. It’s definitely not doing harm to people. But my brain just go blank on Sundays and there is nothing that i want to do. Time just pass like nothing and there’s just too much on my mind. Wonder if it’s too much thinking or just plain mind explosion on Sundays.
Look at life. Some says it should be treasured while some thinks that it is nothing. Some people can be very happy even though they have lots of family problems while some, are always gloomy even if they have the perfect life. I wonder what kind i am.
Have you ever regretted doing something? I bet you did. I mean, I regretted doing a lot of things. Being so childish in the past, so demanding, not understanding enough and all sorts of stuff. I mean, no one is perfect right? But i think i am the most imperfect one around.
So what if i am in university now? It’s nothing to be proud of. Look around, there are so many undergraduates and graduates around you. It’s not that hard to get into a university after all. So what if you get into university? It doesn’t mean that you are a very successful person right? How do you measure success anyway? Is owning the 5 Cs successful? Or having a big company such as Microsoft? I mean. These material gains can be measured easily but what about emotions within you?
I guess i am talking rubbish right now so ignore me. Be content with your life and i guess i am a pig brain afterall.

Five Days of holiday

I still can't believe it. Today is actually thursday! Which means I have an exam tomorrow. Arghz. I Actually thought that the holiday last for one week! But who knows, it actually starts on Sunday and ends on Thursday. What kind of holiday is this?? *hmmm?*
Tomorrow I will be having a exam on Real Estate Development and Investment Law. A little don't feel like studying but i guess i will study after my dinner! I'm going off to Ramen Ramen for dinner! hope the food there is good or else my tummy is suffering for nothing!
These few days have been quite boring cz i've been a sleepyhead and actually waking up close to 12pm! haha... i slept late too (so tat gives a bit of leeway ya?) Anyway, nothing much is going on. Went to Marina Square on Tuesday and i actually lost my way? haha... I was searching for a Esprit shop and i actually walked one big round without realising that it was just nearby. Arghz. So shopped around and crapped.
Lots of work due next week so i guess i have to bucked up! hahaz.. good luck to everyone else!

no comments

Listening to this music from vivi's blog.. sounds pretty sad.. *haiz*.. Don't know why but it got me to feel sad.. Many things are going through my mind now.. not sure of what i should do next or what the future may brings.. Actually, feels like going to the ward the vivi is working in now to experience what it feels like to know, to see and to feel the feelings that the patient and his/her family goes through in the battle of life and death. The simple will to live, to battle against the terminal disease, together with the support and encouragement from the family, seem to be the most touching thing in life.
Of course, I'm not in that situation right now. But really feels sad, and probably out of place right now. Not knowing what is the next step, or should i continue being like this. I'm just simply sadden by the strong will of some to live on despite the pain they have to endure, and the will to die for some because of the problems that they are facing.
Wonder which one am i? which sort of person? To live or not to live? to continue or to stop? * of course, i am not commiting suicide here if some of u are taking it that way....*

Environment in Library

I seem to like the library more and more each time because its quite cofortable and everyone looks so studious here. It sort of puts me in the studying mode. Although still alone in the library this time, I seemed to discover a different thing and feels really in place here. I can focus on my work more in the library than at home. *amazing ah* I bet many of you will agree with me on this. Another 20minutes more and I have to head for the second lecture of the day, Genetics. I never seem to understand anything there but this time, I am going to try and understand what the professor is trying to say. After the lecture I have a practical session on DNA until 6! Not sure if there is going to be a tutorial after the practical session but let's hope not! I don't wanna go home at 7!!
Still got to finish a lab report here, but at least i made sense of what is going on finally! guess i will be able to finish everything tonight if I don't slack around! Yippee! I think i will stay in my room and do my work instead of facing the tv this time!

One more week of school

The first term is ending soon. After next week there will be a week of holiday!! Yippee!!!! THe few weeks of school have been tiring and they were quite fun although tiring.... but some lessons can be boring... Actually slept through some lessons and even skipped some.. *that can be how boring lectures are*..
Nothing much is going on in school.. met a few friends.. attend some lectures and also tuitorials.. oh ya! i bought a new printer as well.. guess how much it costs???.. heehee... it cost.. it cost... cost... cost... co.. st... 98bucks! heehee.. so cheap ya? Saw the student exchange programme carnival.. it looks pretty fun but not something that i want to attend though! I am so sleepy now.. tomorrow gotta climb climb hill..x_X.. so tiring..... *zZz*.. so Good Nite now!
ohya, nix's prelims are coming.. wonder what should i get him.....

Alone in the Library

wahaaa... so boring alone in the library.. guess i better do some work! hmmm... Ytd i stayed at home and never go work.. cz went to the doctor... *tummy problems* and its hurting again now!.. *Cries*.. I've been having tummy problems for quite some time... guess its gastric prob.
After seeing the doc, she gave me some medicine for a week and told me to go back if it doesn't cure. Then she will refer me to a professional. *arghz*.. Anyway, I went back to secondary school on the day before teachers day and it was great to meet up with all my friends again!! Class 2B was one of the best class i ever had, and the entire day proof it!... hahaz.. We had dinner together as a class at Fish & Co, and i guess we jus chilled around in Yoshinoya discussing our chalet plans!! Its gonna BE FUN!!! *yippee*... And of cz, we made quite a lot of prank calls disturbing other ppl... heehee.. very mean but we just couldn't help it.. Joel with his Hongkong Accent tried to disturb Jean, Mahadhir, Maureen and a few teachers! haha... pretty successful with Jean i guess.. czx she kept scolding swear words!... hahaz... Just hope the day of chalet will come soon and we can hang out as a class for one more time before the guys get into NS!!! yippee...

Esprit DInner and Dance

Heyo Heyo! Welcome to the Magical Kingdom of Esprit! heehee... Yesterday was our annual Dinner and Dance celebration for Esprit. Although i've only joined for 2-3months, it was really fun in the shop! From the first sentence, you should be able to tell that we had a magical evening of fairytale characters from all over Singapore! Heehee.. Yesterday i was dressed up as one of those ladies in Aladdin, which is a pretty interesting costume. There are little Mermaid, Sleeping Beauty, Alice In Wonderland and many more! I love the rabbit and poker cards in Alice in Wonderland! It is soooooooo INTERESTING.. heehee..
We had some refreshments outside the ballroom with ppl from other stores. Looking at them dress up as characters in fairytales is really cool! saw some cute ones too.. *heehee*.. Anyway, there were two guards standing outside the ballroom and it was pretty cool! Once seated in the ballroom, the fairies from the HQ came out with our prince king queen and princess from Esprit.. *which meant the big shots of course*.. THe host of the night was also a great person! he brought the atmosphere to the highest point! Everyone was so enthu *except one table across ours* and we were shouting our heads out! heehee... we had a Esprit Idol 2005 competition and it was fantastic!! Some of them danced great and u know, some exposed too much too..x_X.. after that we had a dance.. NOT classical kind of dance, but clubbing kind of dance! WooHoo... everyone just went crazy! haha.. some even danced on the stage.. *includes me*.. After that, we had a lucky draw which gave away like 80++ prizes! gosh.. i didn't win the first prize.. it was a trip for 2 to Japan... *cries*.. but its ok.. even if i win i also cannot go.. hahaha... Christina, one of my colleagues, won that prize! haha she was jumping like crazy!
I went home with Aishah and Sarina at about 1 in the morning..x_X.. so slept around 2... but it was fun!!!!!

Happy Birthday!

Ytd was National Day, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Singapore! so.... yesterday nixon woke me up with a call cz i think he was pretty excited about going out! But i told him i wanna sleep so i continued to sleep for a while before actually getting out of bed and washing up. Around 10+, i woke up to brush my teeth, take a short bath and started dressing up. Halfway through, he arrived. Waaa... so early..x_X.. But i took my own sweet time to put on make up and stuff.. Heehee.. After that we went out because the movie starts at 1.15pm. We met his Uncle on the way, which we always do when we go to Plaza Singapura for movies. Heehee.. we watched Seven Swords which was really NICE! but the front was pretty disgusting actually. A bit too violent..*ek*.. Anyway, we brought in a lot of food which were restricted. Heehee.. but it was not enough to last us for the entire session.. *cries*.. After the movie, we walked around and i went to SaSa to get some stuff that i needed. Then we went to Fort Canning for a walk, which we went out of quickly because i was bitten by lots of mosquitoes as usual. *bleh*.. We went back to Plaza Singapura and home. My tummy couldn't take in anymore food and my legs were tired.. x_X... so sorry to nix cz i spoilt his mood.. Anyway, we played nitendo when we reached my house, and later mahjong with my bro and sis..x_X.. haha.. so tata, that's my day.

Change of bloggy

This time i really changed the front of my blog, to a animated blogskin instead. So how does it look? I feel this might look a little too spooky though, with the seven month coming and all! I quite like the way it look, but the music that goes with this blog feels so SCARY! Anyway, I am dead bored at home right now that i am asking around if ANYONE wanna go out? haiz.. ok, guess i don't have that many friends after all to go out with.. =P... life is so boring... blehz.. I am going to shop for some facial masks tomorrow, so does anyone want to join me? Or anyone want me to do facial for them? hehez.. DEAD BORED..
So tomorrow i have to go for QET test at 10am till 12pm. Can someone save me from this misery? *cries*.. After that i think i will go do some shopping. BUT i have not got my pay yet... *Cries*.. nevermind.. I will try to windowshop then... *sob sob*.. This taught me not to spend so much money... So i gotta start saving up instead! *another goaL in life..*

YoYo!

Hey guys.. I've been slacking since sunday because i quit the full time job at Esprit! Now i am actually waiting for school to start next week! Yippee! I got into Faculty of Science in NUS, which i am rather happy with but not with the administration of NUS because there are so many complicated issues! So user unfriendly websites... *arghz*.. maybe it will get better later.
So i am in the science faculty, majoring in Life Sciences at the moment. Sounds fun ya? hope i won't be disecting any animals.... *eeeeeeeeeewwwwwww*... ANYWAYS... I am having problems trying to bid for modules using the online bidding system but it is just like gambling actually... *-.-*... Hope i get all the three modules i bid for! although they don't really sound interesting. *if you get what i mean*...
Having a QET test on friday which i am really REALLY mad about... arghz... It is actually a Qualifying English Test, which i feels really not suitable for me. Oh well, I can't escape from it so i HAVE to PASS it.. heehee... gotta go because i am going to go out with mum!

change of bloggy

Just changed the cover of my blog... how does it look now? seems the same right? haha.. but seriously, i just fell in love with the baby in the front page.. how i wish i can return back to the world filled with innocence and happiness.. Looking at this blog now, with the innocent baby, the soft music background, it kept me pondering over the past, the present and what will happen in the future for me. some say, live life to the fullest. But when i ponder over the uncertain future, of what will be in store for me, what life is going to be next, it makes me scared to make the next move in life.

continuous working

It's been almost two months since i worked in esprit.. another 1 plus week to finishing my two months in Esprit la~~~~.... *sob sob*.. but aniwaes, working is pretty fun and i didn't know that sales line has so many interesting things to learn! its all fun and games! although we meet demanding customers too... haha and oh ya! During the month of June, we had mystery customers who come to our shop and actually give us grades on our service! I had someone praising me! *yippee* so that means i done really good yea?.. heheee... *Big SmILe*... but some of my colleagues can be really irritating.. i didn't mean the ones in Jurong POint but the ones in MANDARIN... *oopz*.. i meant the guy aniwae... so he called over to check stock... *following is the conversation*...
MAN (stands for mandarin): Hello, check stock please.
ME: ok, style number please.
MAN: TG9556 100 size 34 *bla bla bla*
ME: ok hold on for the moment.
ME: found the stock
MAN: reserve for customer please
ME: ok, who is that?
MAN: what is your name?
ME: Shuqi
MAN: SHUQI??? .... SHuqi????.... shuqi???...
ME: ...ya...
MAN: really SHUQI???? the HongKong one?
ME:... NO......
Yeah, so we continued with the SHUQI conversation until i finally gave up... gosh... so what, my name is shuqi but hey, different WRITING OK ? ><".. maybe i should get myself a christian name so ppl don't start calling me all the different kinds of name... cz some actually wrote "chuchi", "suqi"... ya... lucky there's no SUSHI!!!!!... aniwae, would Sarah sound nice? give me opinions ya?

results are out

Ytd was a scary day for me cz i couldn't sleep and was so scared about results which were out at 11pm last nite. Dare not look so nixon went in for me, which LT volunteered for me too... thanks to both of u! *MuaCK* ok.. aniwaes, so i actually hang up on nixon 4 times because i was far too scared to know the results! *stupid right* But eventually i faced up to the truth and actually used paper to cover computer screen and look down one by one. Halfway through, My mum jus snatched the paper and said "see results then see la, cover wat cover...".. So, that's how i actually see all of my subjects.....
I got 7 for Chinese and Maths which i was thrilled (7 is the highest score while 1 is the lowest). But i got 5 for all the rest of my subjects which includes english, history, biology and chemistry. Pretty upset for biology because i wanted a 7. Oh well, but overall i am satisfied! So i got a total of 35 points which is pretty good actually.. heeheez... now i gotta wait and see what NUS/NTU actually say....... Hope i can get in!!!

working in Esprit

elo guys.. i have not been updating for sooooooo long cz i am working now.. heehee... i am working in Esprit, which is not pronounced as "Es -PRIT" but "Es-pree".. get it?.. haha.. learned alot about its history but realised that it is not as good as i thought it was?.. lol.. The trainer called April, kept telling us that Esprit is on pile with other companies like Guess and Levis but i think the other brands are more expensive than us.. oh well...
Lots of fun at work, sales target also damn high but i tink i never fail to hit it except a few times? lol.. tml still gotta work.. i wanna sell tons of bags.. lol.. so i can earn more money.. ppl come buy bags from me? or wanna buy watch also can.. lol.. got new watches wor!!!...but each of the watch is at least 100+++... x_X... must think that i am crazy right?.. almost the end of the month le.. means i collecting my pay soon!! yippee.. buy clothes buy clothes.. lol... anione wanna buy Esprit stuff?...

Linching, Rithika, Me and Ermi!

Chinese Clique Rulz!

Mary and Me! Right before graduation!

Me, Ermi and Ai Kubota!

Prom! Me and Nixon

Finally Graduated!!! Me and my Parents!

Picture right after make-over

exams over!

Yiippeee!~ My exams are FINALLY and i mean FINALLY O.V.E.R!!! i am so happy.. yeah but not now cz my mum is actually screaming in the kitchen and i don't know what came over her that made her SOOOOOO Upset and screaming.. *bleh*.. hmm... feeling a bit headache now and i don't know why... haizxXx... TOday had the last exam which was chinese! but i tink i kinda screw up a bit in paper 1 cz i had to write a short essay of 120words but i went wayyy over it... and i began cancelling and cancellingg.. which makes the essay bad~... *arghz*.. hmm.. after today i need to actually start looking for a job... anione got job to intro? anithing also can la.. haha.. jus dun tell me go clean toilet k?.. also depends on which toilet too... haha.. ok i am just crapping here...
I got my shoes! hmmm after i get my dress i will post a entry here to show u guys! heehee... friday is graduation and promnite !! so happy.. lalalla~~...

Friendless

wa.. i feel so friendless now.. *cries*.. i have not been going out with my old group of friends and feel so out of contact with them now... x_x.. feel so lonely although i got nixon with me.. *smile*.. but still a person would need friends right... x_x.. feel that i lost contact with most of my friends... 2B, red cross.. and many~.... arghzxXx... hai...

4 more subjects to go

Alritey.. I've already finished 6 exams.. which is only two and the half subjects... Maths was going really good so hopefully i can get a 7.. well, at least a 6 and i will be happy.. chemistry was going pretty bad.. i know i can pass my MCQ.. but i have no idea about paper 2 because i screw up a 10marks question totally... x_x.. Then it was paper 3 yesterday which went quite well cz i studied! hahaz... well i woke up at 5 to actually read... so most of the stuff i know except i messed up one of my mechanisms which involve the use of UV light.. *bleh*... English was alrite too but the prose was really hard.. i couldn't even understand it at the first glance so i decided to write a commentary on the poem instead.. heheee.. but feel that i didn't go indepth enough because i forgot all about the dignity and stuff... child and insect is the title of the poem.. pretty easy piece of work.. =)..
So next week i am pretty much dying because i have 3 heavy subjects! First is English, where i have to compare 3 dramas.. Then is History where i have to start memorising my stuff!! and on the third day is BIO!! x_x.. i will survive ya?.. haha..
I've got my dress for the prom! its a simple tube top dress.. grey in colour.. quite comfy.. heehee... hmmm can't find a similar picture online but hey.. i will show u guys the pic after the prom.. *big smile*..

Skipping 2 and the half days of school

HmmzxX... yesterday morning i was trying to puke the whole time.. but couldn't get anything out of my tummy cz i didn't eat anything. So i went to the nurse and told her to let me sign out because i was feeling sick...but that ************(ok i dunno what to call her) wouldn't let me sign out and told me a whole series of stories which goes like this.. "Since you are in school, u are responsible to be in all your lesson and not deciding to go home halfway because you feel that you are sick. ANd in any case, since you knew that you were sick in the morning, why did you come to school? If you came to school knowing you are sick, then you know yourself that you are fit for school.. blablabla~~~".. i got so fed up with her story that i didn't want to listen anymore~.. Blehz.. so i went to the Dean and told him to let me sign out.. he doesn't seem to care and let me sign out anywaes...
SO... TAKE TAT NURSE!! *muahhaha*.. ooopzxXx... so i went to the doc afterwards and she gave me a few med for gastric pain and stuff.. then check my Blood Pressure.. a little on the low side, which explains why i black out sometimes... but she told me what i should do if i don't wanna black out.. =).. so i guess i am fine afterall..
Skipping today and tml of school because i decide that studying at home is more effective than going to school and waste my time.. however! I overslept.. i woke up at 10?... haha.. so i tink i have to get back to study again! Chem chem chem...

1 week to exams

One more week to exams.. someone Please please save me from all these... i am failing my chemistry paper.. she is gonna be really really mad at us... *cries* not so confident of myself animore.. today she was screaming so badly in the hallway at Ida's homeroom cz we did really badly in our paper 3s... *cries*... i guess something have to be done about studies although i am studying really hard now.... I was actually hiding from the teacher for the whole morning lesson cz i heard about her.. haha.. when i heard her voice, i ran upstairs.. its so stupid ya?.. and i went down by another route... don't worry i didn't actually jumped from window.. but i actually used another staircase to escape... History is not going that well too but i guess i am surviving with it. Just need a little more practice and i will be fine.. as for English, i don't know what i will do.. haiz.. just let me relax for tml and then i will start to be hardworking again ok?... Good Luck to everyone else!.. and hope i will get really good score for my IB exams.. =).. i just hope to get at least a 6 for all the subjects.. is it too greedy??...

2 more weeks

Okay someone just SHOOT ME DEAD... I'm failing my chemistry presently and i am just D.E.A.D for the IB exams... come on.. maths is also bad enough for me because i don't understand some of the concepts and stuff... arghz.. everything is getting harder by the minute.. i should have put much more effort in things before!!!! ><".. She's gonna start screaming and screaming and screaming at us tomorrow.. just you wait... and then we will be doing and doing and doing tests on every lunch period which gives me an excuse to skip lunch and be on my diet schedule.. probably i should stop talking now and do my chinese and study my chemistry yea? but I feel that i am gonna SERIOUSLY fail my subjects.. arghz....
Two more weeks to exams.. and guess what i have first? I have mathematics on the first and second day, followed by chemistry on the second and third day... arghzx.. how tight can schedule be when the two worst subjects come together... and If you want to know what is worse, I have history exams the day before the biology exams... which means lots and lots of memory work!! and also lack of sleep... arghzx... SOMEONE SHOOT ME DEAD....

NKF show

I have not been blogging for a week? ><".. quite tired and i really need to get myself to study!!! I went to Padang on saturday where nixon had his match. he was trying to get me to go home but i refused and stay there under the sun for 5 hours i guess?.. Now i feel stupid for doing that cz i got sunburn really bad and i look like Rudolf the raindeer now.. ><".. arghzxX.. my face was cracking up really bad, as well as my back! Then ytd i went to orchard with my family and walked around, buy some stuff and came home?.. haha.. read up biology and i was actually watching the NKF show! THe part where Liang Zhi Qiang was using his tongue to stop the fan was REALLY SCARY!!! yeah and my mum said that only a fool like me would think that his tongue could be cut off by the metal fan...><"... Now i am actually in school.. slacking and typing.. haha i need to get to work..><"...

Holidays' over

It's my last day of holiday today and i am still left with tons of work to do! so someone pleasssssse kill me. Now i think i have some sort of motivations to study for my exams.. so ppl don't ruin it for me yea? -i need a new prom dress as well- and i think i want a long long one.. haha.. a long gown which looks nice on me? i can only wear dark colours... =.=".. due to me skin colour.. *CRIES*.. but still, i was happy when the saleslady at Daniel Yam said i should wear light colours.. lol.. at least someone out there was praising me... *big smile*.. what else.. hmm... yeah and me and nixon went shopping yesterday for my prom dress and he insisted on this dress which costs $145 but i was like, let's look at other dresses.. and i tried on tons of other dresses, and he was scolding and grumbling because i didn't like any of the dresses that i tried on for a few reasons... 1)i don't like transparent dresses. 2)i don't like dresses which are too low cut 3)i don't wear light colours 4)i am sorta "old-fashioned".... so, basically, i can't find a dress for myself.. ><".. so someone just kill me before i decide whether prom is still worth it..

holidays

hmm.. now i am on my second week of holidays! ><" that's so fast.. and today i am gonna go and take the schedule for driving license i think.. ><"... let's hope the exams will be after my May exams... =)...aniwaes, i was going nuts during the first week of vacation because my chemistry teacher gave TONS of homework...she's trying to drive me nuts! someone help???...><"... and the stupid NTU have not recieve my application when i personally went DOWN to give them my documents.. *arghz*...
Now i gotta go play a few games and study! hahaha.... aniwaes, anione wanna go ice-skating? gosh i am going broke.......

LoVeLy PiCtUrE 

Me and Birthday CaKe 

Me And My FrienDs on 18th Birthday! 

HaiR StYle for ProM?

How does the pictures look?... cute? i mean i want that hairstyle for Prom in May.. wait.. why am i even looking at that.. lol.. i have to start worrying about my exams! *something wrong with my brain*.. but still.. isn't that picture cute.. i love the flower on the hair!!! *someone help me do that hair*.. ok maybe i should just go to the hairstylist....

D.N.D

DND i repeat DND...
if you don't get what i mean then start thinking.... *bleahz* that's agressive enough?.... i am really really in a foul mood and i don't know why so don't ask. Lots of things to be completed this week and exams are very near... i set up a time table so i really hope to keep to it.. ppl help k?.... better go do work.. i won't stay.....

Study study study..

Wa!!!! exams coming up within 50+ days... someone out there H.E.L.P.... i wanna cry so badly now... ><"... aniwae, i am having exams in may and i REALLY REALLY hope to get really good results so i better start studying ya?... its NOT much time left.. so gal go!!!! *i am just trying to make myself study....*... aniwaes, ppl, have fun out there cz i am suffering right now.... any ways to make one study like crazY? if there are pls TEACH me.... oh my god i really wanna get into singapore University.. someone....><".. *Cries*...

QUiz!

Elo guys.. long time no post because lots of things and computer sorta broke down... so well got a lappy now which belong to my uncle.. so ppl just take care and chill and do my quiz ok?
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

Birthday

Birthday is great and all but it is a really busy day. All thanks to those who helped me set up and all,aka nixon darling, my dad, mum, cousin and all. I had the morning in the Home where i helped the people who are not as able as the normal ppl are and i felt really sad for them.. *Cries*.. but then after that i went home with ks, and packed food home to eat. My darling nix then came and we ate and talked. After that i was almost falling asleep watching tv.. so tired!! ><".. then later we went to west coast.. *ahh it looks like it was gonna rain!!* but i guess i prayed hard enough that it didn't rain... =).... we set up tents and stuff, and put things away.. ahha it was fun setting up actually.. Then wait and rot there for ppl to come.. lol.. *Crazy*.. ppl began to show up one by one, and then i had to fetch some of my classmates.. guess i invited too many ppL!!! cz i didn't have time to actually entertain all of u guys.. *so sorry!!!* but aniwaes, it was still fun and the birthday cake was chocolatey.. haha... lucky dad didn't allow ani smashing of cakes or i would end up dead... =P... i knew ks's intentions... then play play play till i was so tired... had a bit of alcohol but that was not much! hahah... then pack up stuff and go home orh orh... *sleeps*

Birthday Eve

Another day of school... *sad* but hey today passed like a WHIZZ.. hahahha.. first was history lesson where we go through history exam paper. Then i had a free lesson where i chatted with Ermi and the rest about... *everything*.. haha.. then after that was lunch followed by Bio.. where i did nothing but sit there and dream.. English was boring too but luckily i got a "chatbox" with Ermi that kept me awake.. hahah.. its funny to think about it..
Then i rushed off to meet nix! we went to cineleisure to watch a movie and had so much fun.. hahah.. cz this is the first time he went shopping with me... the movie was Howl's moving castle, which was really nice!!! watch it ppl.. haha.. and nixon bought me shopping to buy my birthday presents.. i couldn't actually decide wat to buy and we just shopped ard Taka and Wisma Atria... hmm.. i ended up buying a t-shirt which i quite like the design.. heehee.. and then continued shopping. I was practically FORCED into buying things.. *cries*.. he insisted on buying earrings and necklace or i would not have gone home... ><"... so we bought those and saw really NICE couple rings but i decided not to buy them, but save it for nxt time.. and u know what happened at the shop?! I was asking the shopkeeper about the difference between the white gold necklace and the silver necklace. Then i forgot what he said but later he said something like "your husband will buy for you" or something to that effect wtih the word HUSBAND... ppl.. do i look that old?? though its pretty sweet having nixon as my husband but i am only turning 18 tml.... *Cries*.. so should i be happy or sad about that comment?.. but aniwaes, I also bought a keychain with my own name... guess its really fun shopping with him.. cz he seldom go shopping.. haha.. i am so happy~.. lalalla~.... and took lots of pics!! *go cut pics now*

MealWoRms

okie i am too lazy to change my bloggie.. so i will change it probably when i am most free and bored... ><".. i know i am a lazy bum... aniwaes, i am in school now doing.. ermm.. doing.. history research! yeah.. but i sitll have no clue what to write in the essay yet.. *cries* and its due tml.. *damn*.. so many badwords eh? aniwaes, i had done a experiment on mealworms!!! ahhhh! *cries* i am so sCARED of that stupid small thing... when i tried to pick it up using the twizers*or watever u spell it* i will start shaking and then i even dropped it on the table and i just started jumping all around.. hahaha.. lucky ryo was there to help me pick it up or it will just crawl there... x_x... really scared of it though its so small.. learn another thing too! which is that ants eat mealworms!!! gosh.. so if you wan to find ants, put mealworms in ur hse and u will know where the ants are... x_x..
aniwaes, i am going for a movie tml.. lalalala~.. hahaha.. to watch Howl's moving castle.. *hopefully*.. okie.. better get back to my essay.. =)... oh ya, i also handed up 2/3 of my maths portfolios!!! so i have one last one left to do!! *yippee*

MoRn|nG

Gd MorNing.. a short brief entry for the day... i am really sleepy and tired so can anyone teach me to stay awake then?.. ytd went to NUS.. so many ppl! all do last min work.. haha and also all from poly so i guess i'm not really that late... anywae, i am like the youngest there and feel so like a KID!!! ><"... so many ppl make me think that i can't get into that school, but i am happy cz the person gave me some time to get all my documents in and stuff... yup.. =)... aniwaes, i am having a chem test later and i am not doing anything right now.. hahah something wrong with my brain... hmmm... later also got to do my chinese essay.. so ppl enjoy and those who i invited to bbq better come ah..... *_*...

V' Day

Happy Belated Valentine's Day everyone.. and also Happy birthday to every single one... heeheez.. cz today is Ren Ri.. so everyone grew older... so where's my prezzie???.... *looks ard*... guess u guys wanna know how i spent my valentine's day yeah?... it was actually ermm.. like any other day.. haha...
Okay, so i spent my day in school like any other school day ytd... then came home and ended up with the history homework which i did like crazy till ard 10p.m. And tat's when my darling came.. heehee.. cz he had to stay in school... so i gave him his vdae prezzie.. heehe.. he was also sort of shaking it around la.. haha but he did guessed the prezzie right that i gave him a wallet. He gave me a photoframe of us and a bottle of red seeds? haha i dunno wat's tat called in english.. its really lovely... =)... the bottle is made up of two hearts.. haha.. then he taught me my chemistry.. =)... until 11plus when my dad sent him home.. I went along on the car and then back home to sleep! *ok tat's it* my vdae wasn't tat much of a thing.. how was u guys?...
by the way... Today was pretty great! although i wasn't really happy with my biology results but hey i tink i wasn't too bad in it afterall.. hahah.... then i was REALLY happy with my english one.. i got 21/25 for my first essay (unseen commentary) but only 15/25 for my drama essay but i am happy with it.. hahahaha... *BIG SMILE*...

Happy Chinese New Year!

Elo everyone.. i know i have not been writing in here for quite some time.. *sorry* Because of chinese new year and my mocks and my extended essay... I know it is pretty crap work but i guess i will live with it. Let me begin with my mocks first. *AHHHHHHHH* ok it was scary and BAD.. I actually failed my chemistry exam with 36/90. Can u believe it? actually i can.. haha.. i was never good with chemistry.. but lucky i got my dear dear to teach me la.. heeheez.. *i am in a happier mood now cz i dunno why..*..
and also HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone. Have to do some reporting now eh? First day and second day of chinese new year didn't have much things on. I had dinner at nixon's house on the second day of chinese new year.. heehee.. it was pretty fun actually cz there are kids running around and all but i had to go early because i have to fetch my bro and sis home. On the forth day of chinese new year, we all gathered to go to Lekteng's house, Von's hse and my hse. Hmm i guess the group isn't tat big la but with all the bf and gf stuff, yes its pretty big.. hahaha.. We were STUFFED with tons of food at LT's house and i was really full that i couldn't eat much for dinner at home. Her dad and mum were really nice though! And we also played cards of course! haha and Clarence's gf, Jiafeng, was really lucky! guess all dragons are lucky this year. She kept winning! After that we went to von's hse for a while. Her cards are REALLY BIG.. hahahz.. funny.. then go to my house.. Me, lt, jf and clarence took the cab back cz i was really lazy.. hahaha.. tis reminds me.. i still owes clarence the taxi fare.. haha... $1.60 i think? must go remind lt liao.. lolz... Then at home, out of the blue, ks brought tons of ppl here.. haha/.. me, jf, lt and clarence were playing mahjong on a carrom (?) board.. Then later we played cards again and me and ks actually WON tons of money.. hahaha... one stack of notes.. its really funny... But my dear wasn't here.. He only spent the morning with me cz he needed to go other place to bainian loh...
Ytd he spent the whole day with me though.. haha.. i rushed through my extended essay ytd.. it was a must.. haha.. but i couldn't find any binding machine!!! so i came without it and guess what.. the teacher is actually not here today! haha am i smart or what? ok then later have to go bind liao..

SO LonG

!ExAm!
Wa... exam week... stress stress stress... okay i had my first exam today which is English... First paper of english today was ok i guess.. i am one of the few who did poetry once again... aiya!!! x_X... oh well.. write until my hand suan! hahaha.. not enough time but i thought i got tons of time so i slacked like crazy.. ended up rushing through the last few moments of the exam...
Second paper was still english... heeheezxXx.. it was freaking short time! write until my hand going crazy itself... and not enough time still.. *Cries*.. aniwae, tml i am having chinese.. wish me luck ya? cz i never study.. mauhahaz... but after tml is chem and maths.. gonna go crazy!!! *cries* oh well, i will study like crazy tml although i slack like crazy today! muahahhaha.... oopzxXx... People have fun ya? cz New Year is coming!!!!!!! *must win tons of money.. heheee.. for my valentine day gift*... have fun ppl...

A tear Drop

A Tear Drop
Ever wondered reasons why people cry and laugh? Is it just to relieve themselves or just to relieve others? Sometimes i just feel that people are very fake.. which includes me myself too. Why when you are in the worst of moods and wanna cry, but yet you still have to smile when you meet a friend? Just to show that they are friends and you shouldn't be mean to them even when you are in a bad mood? Why should we just accomdate to everything.... and just take them in.... crap.... what the .... am i talking about now...
I just don't feel good... ignore me...

ShoE StiNk

man... i tink i have an idea that cats pee on my shoes... it stinks... *cries*.... and i seriously have no idea till i came to sch.. *still in sch now*.. can't wait to go home.. and put my shoes to wash!!! lucky the smell not so heavy? arghz... *cries* i am gonna start killing cats or scare them off... put a scarecrow in frnt of my house or something.. *pouts*
Today is the first day of school.. haha its not that bad a day.. met up with old friends and saw lots of new people in school.. One of them is my junior from BISS.. amazing yea? so many BISS ppl... hahahaz... Chem lesson was the first! i guess it was not bad although i failed my paper.. MCQ paper some more.. lolzxX.. something need to be done.... maths means more homework! arghzxX..... try my best...
Then teachers were counting the time to exams.. arghz.. its in 14weeks.. stop counting! *i am dying out here...*.. crap... have to study like crazy now...

-=Happy New Year=-

Elo ppl.. although its three days after the new year, i am still here to wish you guys happy new year! a new year means new hopes yeah? So i am here to put down my new year resolutions... I hope to get really good grades for IB which means i have to work REALLY HARD!!! so i am gonna start studying! *yea go gal*.. then also hope for nixon to have really good grades in A levels as well as the others!!!! *start studying*.. hahahaz... I think i wun talk much cz i really needa study....