Skipping 2 and the half days of school

HmmzxX... yesterday morning i was trying to puke the whole time.. but couldn't get anything out of my tummy cz i didn't eat anything. So i went to the nurse and told her to let me sign out because i was feeling sick...but that ************(ok i dunno what to call her) wouldn't let me sign out and told me a whole series of stories which goes like this.. "Since you are in school, u are responsible to be in all your lesson and not deciding to go home halfway because you feel that you are sick. ANd in any case, since you knew that you were sick in the morning, why did you come to school? If you came to school knowing you are sick, then you know yourself that you are fit for school.. blablabla~~~".. i got so fed up with her story that i didn't want to listen anymore~.. Blehz.. so i went to the Dean and told him to let me sign out.. he doesn't seem to care and let me sign out anywaes...
SO... TAKE TAT NURSE!! *muahhaha*.. ooopzxXx... so i went to the doc afterwards and she gave me a few med for gastric pain and stuff.. then check my Blood Pressure.. a little on the low side, which explains why i black out sometimes... but she told me what i should do if i don't wanna black out.. =).. so i guess i am fine afterall..
Skipping today and tml of school because i decide that studying at home is more effective than going to school and waste my time.. however! I overslept.. i woke up at 10?... haha.. so i tink i have to get back to study again! Chem chem chem...

1 week to exams

One more week to exams.. someone Please please save me from all these... i am failing my chemistry paper.. she is gonna be really really mad at us... *cries* not so confident of myself animore.. today she was screaming so badly in the hallway at Ida's homeroom cz we did really badly in our paper 3s... *cries*... i guess something have to be done about studies although i am studying really hard now.... I was actually hiding from the teacher for the whole morning lesson cz i heard about her.. haha.. when i heard her voice, i ran upstairs.. its so stupid ya?.. and i went down by another route... don't worry i didn't actually jumped from window.. but i actually used another staircase to escape... History is not going that well too but i guess i am surviving with it. Just need a little more practice and i will be fine.. as for English, i don't know what i will do.. haiz.. just let me relax for tml and then i will start to be hardworking again ok?... Good Luck to everyone else!.. and hope i will get really good score for my IB exams.. =).. i just hope to get at least a 6 for all the subjects.. is it too greedy??...

2 more weeks

Okay someone just SHOOT ME DEAD... I'm failing my chemistry presently and i am just D.E.A.D for the IB exams... come on.. maths is also bad enough for me because i don't understand some of the concepts and stuff... arghz.. everything is getting harder by the minute.. i should have put much more effort in things before!!!! ><".. She's gonna start screaming and screaming and screaming at us tomorrow.. just you wait... and then we will be doing and doing and doing tests on every lunch period which gives me an excuse to skip lunch and be on my diet schedule.. probably i should stop talking now and do my chinese and study my chemistry yea? but I feel that i am gonna SERIOUSLY fail my subjects.. arghz....
Two more weeks to exams.. and guess what i have first? I have mathematics on the first and second day, followed by chemistry on the second and third day... arghzx.. how tight can schedule be when the two worst subjects come together... and If you want to know what is worse, I have history exams the day before the biology exams... which means lots and lots of memory work!! and also lack of sleep... arghzx... SOMEONE SHOOT ME DEAD....

NKF show

I have not been blogging for a week? ><".. quite tired and i really need to get myself to study!!! I went to Padang on saturday where nixon had his match. he was trying to get me to go home but i refused and stay there under the sun for 5 hours i guess?.. Now i feel stupid for doing that cz i got sunburn really bad and i look like Rudolf the raindeer now.. ><".. arghzxX.. my face was cracking up really bad, as well as my back! Then ytd i went to orchard with my family and walked around, buy some stuff and came home?.. haha.. read up biology and i was actually watching the NKF show! THe part where Liang Zhi Qiang was using his tongue to stop the fan was REALLY SCARY!!! yeah and my mum said that only a fool like me would think that his tongue could be cut off by the metal fan...><"... Now i am actually in school.. slacking and typing.. haha i need to get to work..><"...

Holidays' over

It's my last day of holiday today and i am still left with tons of work to do! so someone pleasssssse kill me. Now i think i have some sort of motivations to study for my exams.. so ppl don't ruin it for me yea? -i need a new prom dress as well- and i think i want a long long one.. haha.. a long gown which looks nice on me? i can only wear dark colours... =.=".. due to me skin colour.. *CRIES*.. but still, i was happy when the saleslady at Daniel Yam said i should wear light colours.. lol.. at least someone out there was praising me... *big smile*.. what else.. hmm... yeah and me and nixon went shopping yesterday for my prom dress and he insisted on this dress which costs $145 but i was like, let's look at other dresses.. and i tried on tons of other dresses, and he was scolding and grumbling because i didn't like any of the dresses that i tried on for a few reasons... 1)i don't like transparent dresses. 2)i don't like dresses which are too low cut 3)i don't wear light colours 4)i am sorta "old-fashioned".... so, basically, i can't find a dress for myself.. ><".. so someone just kill me before i decide whether prom is still worth it..