sadx

nix jus went back to tekong just now. met him ytd and this morning. i guess he was too tired plus the sore throat, that's why he didn't talk so much. -sadx- next week is the start of the exams. i have to buck up and study le. sobx.

feel kinda lost right now. what am i doing. why am i doing all these. haix. reality will never be the same as dreams. i wish. i wish. that i can smile nw. but somehow, i dun have the energy to smile, yet all the energy to frown. shuqi ah shuqi. its time to stop thinking about rubbish and go study. haix.

went to one of my bestest friends' blog just nw. so sad to hear her story. vivi must buck up k? everything will be fine. if u need someone to go out with, just tell me after 2 wks! cz nw i really needa prepare for exams. hope tml our outing will cheer you up. you must buck up oh.

nix said that after booking out next wk, he won't be able to book out for 2 wks. got some camp which is 7 days in the forest. i hope everything will go well for him. can't help feeling a little worried. won't be able to contact him for 7 whole days, and he wun come out on the weekend i finish my exams. sadx. i am going to work straight after exams. i guess that will take my mind off things.

now, i better go study. sobx.