Holidays

It's been so long since i last posted which was during the exams. Heard that my results are coming out on 21st dec which is the day i am going to beijing. I guess this is good afterall since i will get some time to relax and actually not frown over my results.. heehee.. and get to enjoy my holidays afterall..
These few days have been rather uneventful since i have to go to work and stay at home. Talking about work, i have to work at 4pm which is in another hour's time.. AHhh... Few days ago i went to Olympus to get my camera fixed because the zooming spoilt. Then me and my bf went to OUB centre to take a walk around and look if there's any dress for the prom. There's this shop which i don't know the name, but its really cool cz almost all of their dresses come in one piece only. I tried on a dark red dress which was really niceeeeeee... but guess what? it costs 300++ bucks. I guess the price is not too bad since it is a famous brand which i forgot the name. heehee. and it is really really pretty. I am going again on monday to take a few more looks at other dresses and hope can find one tat i really really like! aniwaes, anyone has any other requests before i go to beijing? Vivi wans a new cd, lt wans a pooh bear.. anithing else???... *taking requests now*

totally depressing..

The first exam i ever took in university, is the most depressing one so far. *not tat i have took any other exams yet* and who told me uni was EASY? HUH? It was pretty HARD. Totally depressing and i was knocking my head against the table when the exam ended. I have never been this demoralized before!!!! gosh... what were they thinking when they set the paper. Maybe I should take another look/perspective at the life in uni. arghz. But it seems that i am able to get over it very fast. I ended up shopping in Esprit later and saw a dress which i think is quite suitable for prom.... And nix was saying how fast my mood changes from depressed to shopping happily. Haha.. i am amazed at myself as well... something must be wrong with my hormones that i can change so fast. I guess the idiom about women are like .... ermm i can't remember but it seems quite true...

Exams

I'm so stressed out now. -exams tomorrow and tuesday- I have genetics tomorrow which i havent touch on at all, and biochemistry on tuesday which i have not even finished 1/3 of it! This is soooooo sad...
And after nxt week i am having my finals which is even more stressing than ever..... Just hope i will be able to pass all my papers. Not aiming for any A this semester but hope to get at least a PASS.... ><"...

My First Time

heehee.. what do u think when u see the title? First Time kissing? first time..... bla bla bla? nAH!... My first time to KboX! haha... so vivi ah i gave u my first time.. *blushes*.. hehe.. i am joking.. but it is really my first time to kbox la. Vivien is SOOOOOOOOOOo good in singing.. i was so surprised.. haha.. pretty girl with pretty voice! me on the other hand.. hahahah... i can barely sing... ><".. haha and she's good with her cantonese too.. i should learn from her... heehee.. go sing more k and i will know cantonese better?.. lol.. but it was really fun!! singing non stop for 3 hours straight? hahaha... interesting.. and skipping songs...
Then later we went to play pool. She's damn good!!! so many balls can go in.. i can hardly get a ball in... ><"... then we went for second lunch at Thai Express... haha curry so hot!!!! then we went to look for vivi's bf and she bought food for him.. so funny...
We went for further shopping and bought lots of stuff.. tat's why i am going broke... waaa..... aniwaes, haha i still had a fun day!!! thanks vivien!

reminsicing the past

Just been onto Vivi's blog and seen the picture so couldn't help borrowing from her. Hope you wun mind gal! and u dun have to ask how i manage to copy it from ur diary.. :P.. The song, combined with the picture is the perfect combination to reminsicing the past. It seems like yesterday when we were still playing around in the snow, taking pictures and building snowman. *but did we really build a snowman?* nah.. we merely pull strings of two person together. Everything was so innocent then. Everyone was so fun to be with. People are nice, stand up for you and giving you the perfect company anyone could actually ask for! I really miss those times. How i wish everyone can hang out together for once again.
Although there were ups and downs in the school, especially problems with matt for almost two years. In case anyone doesn't know, this guy is the jerk that messed up my life in beijing and i totally hate him. But i guess it did create some laughter for others. Especially the romeo and juliet drama. x_X.. I was acting as the prince in the play, and he was some erm.. sword person? So i was supposed to put up a speech with NO ONE disturbing me. And in the middle of the speech, he scared me with the sword by suddenly pointing and yelling at me. ><" I got totally freaked out. But it got the entire class laughing so its not too bad.
Besides him, everyone else is wonderful. Playing basketball with vivi, jenny, yurie was one of the best times until yurie had to go back. Whatever it is, i wish everyone the best in their journey in life.

little time, many things

Wasn't exactly able to view many people's blogs because i've not actually been online for quite a while i guess. been kind of lazy, and just realised that i have to actually start studying. How ironic right? I'm not taking A'levels but i realised that it is very important that i actually start studying now and not fall behind. Haiz. I guess sometimes my brain has something wrong with it and i just can't point to which part of my brain. Anyways, i just found my exam schedule which starts on 18th Nov (which is supposed to be when most of the A levels end?) *definitely ironic* And it ends on the first december. *days of torture going to start soon*. You guys must have thought it is a long time for a person who only has 5 subjects right? NO! I just realised that 3 of the subjects are one after another from 22-24 nov. arghz. this is going to be so tiring for me! *cries*
Anyway, i shouldn't keep nagging about myself here. It's almost 2 now. And i really want to complete my work before the next lecture. All the best to those taking A'levels and to all uni students for their semester exams! Hope i can get good grades.... *what am i talking about.. hope wun get me anywhere.. must strive for it......*

quick short update

heh.. i got lkike 5 min to finish updating i guess and includes shutting down my laptop and rushing for lunch? ><" . aniwae, i came across this phrase in vivi's blog which makes perfect sense. haha... "Relationships make your mind go haywire" haha... actually any sort of relationships will make your mind go haywire la! not only boy-gal relationship! x_X...
I've got another exam today... so sian... another 2 more min to go.... *so is it my typing slow or whaT*
Anyway, i worked the past two days and i am tired like crazy when i had to wake up at 7 this morning to go to school!!!!! damzn... kinda hate monday mornings.... aniwae, i saw a really cute shirt in Esprit which i kinda like.. haha... i should stop working.. gosh... cz everytime i go to work, i will find something nice and i wanna get it...><".. aniwae its winter season so probably i will find nothing to get soon!!!! *big smile*...
lesson till 7 today... arGHZ!!!!!!!

dotz

Just one simple question. is getting a 50% pass in exam tat bad? especially when u almost have not went for any of the lectures before? ><".. why do others all tell me the score is really bad. haiz. but i was really happy with the score. so why are some of them so unhappy about it. haiz i don't really how to explain myself. just that people don't seem to understand me. can't seem to find anyone near me who will understand me.

Sundays

Have i ever said how i hated Sundays? For some, Sunday is a great day for family gathering, fun with friends and everything else. But for me, i simply hate Sundays. I guess it’s just not my day and I always have mixed feelings about Sundays. Don’t know what happened in the past that resulted in me dreading Sundays, but i know for sure, i hate the loneliness of Sunday which no one can understand.
Sometimes on Sundays, i just have these bad/unhealthy thoughts. Don’t worry. It’s definitely not doing harm to people. But my brain just go blank on Sundays and there is nothing that i want to do. Time just pass like nothing and there’s just too much on my mind. Wonder if it’s too much thinking or just plain mind explosion on Sundays.
Look at life. Some says it should be treasured while some thinks that it is nothing. Some people can be very happy even though they have lots of family problems while some, are always gloomy even if they have the perfect life. I wonder what kind i am.
Have you ever regretted doing something? I bet you did. I mean, I regretted doing a lot of things. Being so childish in the past, so demanding, not understanding enough and all sorts of stuff. I mean, no one is perfect right? But i think i am the most imperfect one around.
So what if i am in university now? It’s nothing to be proud of. Look around, there are so many undergraduates and graduates around you. It’s not that hard to get into a university after all. So what if you get into university? It doesn’t mean that you are a very successful person right? How do you measure success anyway? Is owning the 5 Cs successful? Or having a big company such as Microsoft? I mean. These material gains can be measured easily but what about emotions within you?
I guess i am talking rubbish right now so ignore me. Be content with your life and i guess i am a pig brain afterall.

Five Days of holiday

I still can't believe it. Today is actually thursday! Which means I have an exam tomorrow. Arghz. I Actually thought that the holiday last for one week! But who knows, it actually starts on Sunday and ends on Thursday. What kind of holiday is this?? *hmmm?*
Tomorrow I will be having a exam on Real Estate Development and Investment Law. A little don't feel like studying but i guess i will study after my dinner! I'm going off to Ramen Ramen for dinner! hope the food there is good or else my tummy is suffering for nothing!
These few days have been quite boring cz i've been a sleepyhead and actually waking up close to 12pm! haha... i slept late too (so tat gives a bit of leeway ya?) Anyway, nothing much is going on. Went to Marina Square on Tuesday and i actually lost my way? haha... I was searching for a Esprit shop and i actually walked one big round without realising that it was just nearby. Arghz. So shopped around and crapped.
Lots of work due next week so i guess i have to bucked up! hahaz.. good luck to everyone else!

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Listening to this music from vivi's blog.. sounds pretty sad.. *haiz*.. Don't know why but it got me to feel sad.. Many things are going through my mind now.. not sure of what i should do next or what the future may brings.. Actually, feels like going to the ward the vivi is working in now to experience what it feels like to know, to see and to feel the feelings that the patient and his/her family goes through in the battle of life and death. The simple will to live, to battle against the terminal disease, together with the support and encouragement from the family, seem to be the most touching thing in life.
Of course, I'm not in that situation right now. But really feels sad, and probably out of place right now. Not knowing what is the next step, or should i continue being like this. I'm just simply sadden by the strong will of some to live on despite the pain they have to endure, and the will to die for some because of the problems that they are facing.
Wonder which one am i? which sort of person? To live or not to live? to continue or to stop? * of course, i am not commiting suicide here if some of u are taking it that way....*

Environment in Library

I seem to like the library more and more each time because its quite cofortable and everyone looks so studious here. It sort of puts me in the studying mode. Although still alone in the library this time, I seemed to discover a different thing and feels really in place here. I can focus on my work more in the library than at home. *amazing ah* I bet many of you will agree with me on this. Another 20minutes more and I have to head for the second lecture of the day, Genetics. I never seem to understand anything there but this time, I am going to try and understand what the professor is trying to say. After the lecture I have a practical session on DNA until 6! Not sure if there is going to be a tutorial after the practical session but let's hope not! I don't wanna go home at 7!!
Still got to finish a lab report here, but at least i made sense of what is going on finally! guess i will be able to finish everything tonight if I don't slack around! Yippee! I think i will stay in my room and do my work instead of facing the tv this time!

One more week of school

The first term is ending soon. After next week there will be a week of holiday!! Yippee!!!! THe few weeks of school have been tiring and they were quite fun although tiring.... but some lessons can be boring... Actually slept through some lessons and even skipped some.. *that can be how boring lectures are*..
Nothing much is going on in school.. met a few friends.. attend some lectures and also tuitorials.. oh ya! i bought a new printer as well.. guess how much it costs???.. heehee... it cost.. it cost... cost... cost... co.. st... 98bucks! heehee.. so cheap ya? Saw the student exchange programme carnival.. it looks pretty fun but not something that i want to attend though! I am so sleepy now.. tomorrow gotta climb climb hill..x_X.. so tiring..... *zZz*.. so Good Nite now!
ohya, nix's prelims are coming.. wonder what should i get him.....

Alone in the Library

wahaaa... so boring alone in the library.. guess i better do some work! hmmm... Ytd i stayed at home and never go work.. cz went to the doctor... *tummy problems* and its hurting again now!.. *Cries*.. I've been having tummy problems for quite some time... guess its gastric prob.
After seeing the doc, she gave me some medicine for a week and told me to go back if it doesn't cure. Then she will refer me to a professional. *arghz*.. Anyway, I went back to secondary school on the day before teachers day and it was great to meet up with all my friends again!! Class 2B was one of the best class i ever had, and the entire day proof it!... hahaz.. We had dinner together as a class at Fish & Co, and i guess we jus chilled around in Yoshinoya discussing our chalet plans!! Its gonna BE FUN!!! *yippee*... And of cz, we made quite a lot of prank calls disturbing other ppl... heehee.. very mean but we just couldn't help it.. Joel with his Hongkong Accent tried to disturb Jean, Mahadhir, Maureen and a few teachers! haha... pretty successful with Jean i guess.. czx she kept scolding swear words!... hahaz... Just hope the day of chalet will come soon and we can hang out as a class for one more time before the guys get into NS!!! yippee...

Esprit DInner and Dance

Heyo Heyo! Welcome to the Magical Kingdom of Esprit! heehee... Yesterday was our annual Dinner and Dance celebration for Esprit. Although i've only joined for 2-3months, it was really fun in the shop! From the first sentence, you should be able to tell that we had a magical evening of fairytale characters from all over Singapore! Heehee.. Yesterday i was dressed up as one of those ladies in Aladdin, which is a pretty interesting costume. There are little Mermaid, Sleeping Beauty, Alice In Wonderland and many more! I love the rabbit and poker cards in Alice in Wonderland! It is soooooooo INTERESTING.. heehee..
We had some refreshments outside the ballroom with ppl from other stores. Looking at them dress up as characters in fairytales is really cool! saw some cute ones too.. *heehee*.. Anyway, there were two guards standing outside the ballroom and it was pretty cool! Once seated in the ballroom, the fairies from the HQ came out with our prince king queen and princess from Esprit.. *which meant the big shots of course*.. THe host of the night was also a great person! he brought the atmosphere to the highest point! Everyone was so enthu *except one table across ours* and we were shouting our heads out! heehee... we had a Esprit Idol 2005 competition and it was fantastic!! Some of them danced great and u know, some exposed too much too..x_X.. after that we had a dance.. NOT classical kind of dance, but clubbing kind of dance! WooHoo... everyone just went crazy! haha.. some even danced on the stage.. *includes me*.. After that, we had a lucky draw which gave away like 80++ prizes! gosh.. i didn't win the first prize.. it was a trip for 2 to Japan... *cries*.. but its ok.. even if i win i also cannot go.. hahaha... Christina, one of my colleagues, won that prize! haha she was jumping like crazy!
I went home with Aishah and Sarina at about 1 in the morning..x_X.. so slept around 2... but it was fun!!!!!

Happy Birthday!

Ytd was National Day, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Singapore! so.... yesterday nixon woke me up with a call cz i think he was pretty excited about going out! But i told him i wanna sleep so i continued to sleep for a while before actually getting out of bed and washing up. Around 10+, i woke up to brush my teeth, take a short bath and started dressing up. Halfway through, he arrived. Waaa... so early..x_X.. But i took my own sweet time to put on make up and stuff.. Heehee.. After that we went out because the movie starts at 1.15pm. We met his Uncle on the way, which we always do when we go to Plaza Singapura for movies. Heehee.. we watched Seven Swords which was really NICE! but the front was pretty disgusting actually. A bit too violent..*ek*.. Anyway, we brought in a lot of food which were restricted. Heehee.. but it was not enough to last us for the entire session.. *cries*.. After the movie, we walked around and i went to SaSa to get some stuff that i needed. Then we went to Fort Canning for a walk, which we went out of quickly because i was bitten by lots of mosquitoes as usual. *bleh*.. We went back to Plaza Singapura and home. My tummy couldn't take in anymore food and my legs were tired.. x_X... so sorry to nix cz i spoilt his mood.. Anyway, we played nitendo when we reached my house, and later mahjong with my bro and sis..x_X.. haha.. so tata, that's my day.

Change of bloggy

This time i really changed the front of my blog, to a animated blogskin instead. So how does it look? I feel this might look a little too spooky though, with the seven month coming and all! I quite like the way it look, but the music that goes with this blog feels so SCARY! Anyway, I am dead bored at home right now that i am asking around if ANYONE wanna go out? haiz.. ok, guess i don't have that many friends after all to go out with.. =P... life is so boring... blehz.. I am going to shop for some facial masks tomorrow, so does anyone want to join me? Or anyone want me to do facial for them? hehez.. DEAD BORED..
So tomorrow i have to go for QET test at 10am till 12pm. Can someone save me from this misery? *cries*.. After that i think i will go do some shopping. BUT i have not got my pay yet... *Cries*.. nevermind.. I will try to windowshop then... *sob sob*.. This taught me not to spend so much money... So i gotta start saving up instead! *another goaL in life..*

YoYo!

Hey guys.. I've been slacking since sunday because i quit the full time job at Esprit! Now i am actually waiting for school to start next week! Yippee! I got into Faculty of Science in NUS, which i am rather happy with but not with the administration of NUS because there are so many complicated issues! So user unfriendly websites... *arghz*.. maybe it will get better later.
So i am in the science faculty, majoring in Life Sciences at the moment. Sounds fun ya? hope i won't be disecting any animals.... *eeeeeeeeeewwwwwww*... ANYWAYS... I am having problems trying to bid for modules using the online bidding system but it is just like gambling actually... *-.-*... Hope i get all the three modules i bid for! although they don't really sound interesting. *if you get what i mean*...
Having a QET test on friday which i am really REALLY mad about... arghz... It is actually a Qualifying English Test, which i feels really not suitable for me. Oh well, I can't escape from it so i HAVE to PASS it.. heehee... gotta go because i am going to go out with mum!

change of bloggy

Just changed the cover of my blog... how does it look now? seems the same right? haha.. but seriously, i just fell in love with the baby in the front page.. how i wish i can return back to the world filled with innocence and happiness.. Looking at this blog now, with the innocent baby, the soft music background, it kept me pondering over the past, the present and what will happen in the future for me. some say, live life to the fullest. But when i ponder over the uncertain future, of what will be in store for me, what life is going to be next, it makes me scared to make the next move in life.

continuous working

It's been almost two months since i worked in esprit.. another 1 plus week to finishing my two months in Esprit la~~~~.... *sob sob*.. but aniwaes, working is pretty fun and i didn't know that sales line has so many interesting things to learn! its all fun and games! although we meet demanding customers too... haha and oh ya! During the month of June, we had mystery customers who come to our shop and actually give us grades on our service! I had someone praising me! *yippee* so that means i done really good yea?.. heheee... *Big SmILe*... but some of my colleagues can be really irritating.. i didn't mean the ones in Jurong POint but the ones in MANDARIN... *oopz*.. i meant the guy aniwae... so he called over to check stock... *following is the conversation*...
MAN (stands for mandarin): Hello, check stock please.
ME: ok, style number please.
MAN: TG9556 100 size 34 *bla bla bla*
ME: ok hold on for the moment.
ME: found the stock
MAN: reserve for customer please
ME: ok, who is that?
MAN: what is your name?
ME: Shuqi
MAN: SHUQI??? .... SHuqi????.... shuqi???...
ME: ...ya...
MAN: really SHUQI???? the HongKong one?
ME:... NO......
Yeah, so we continued with the SHUQI conversation until i finally gave up... gosh... so what, my name is shuqi but hey, different WRITING OK ? ><".. maybe i should get myself a christian name so ppl don't start calling me all the different kinds of name... cz some actually wrote "chuchi", "suqi"... ya... lucky there's no SUSHI!!!!!... aniwae, would Sarah sound nice? give me opinions ya?