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Listening to this music from vivi's blog.. sounds pretty sad.. *haiz*.. Don't know why but it got me to feel sad.. Many things are going through my mind now.. not sure of what i should do next or what the future may brings.. Actually, feels like going to the ward the vivi is working in now to experience what it feels like to know, to see and to feel the feelings that the patient and his/her family goes through in the battle of life and death. The simple will to live, to battle against the terminal disease, together with the support and encouragement from the family, seem to be the most touching thing in life.
Of course, I'm not in that situation right now. But really feels sad, and probably out of place right now. Not knowing what is the next step, or should i continue being like this. I'm just simply sadden by the strong will of some to live on despite the pain they have to endure, and the will to die for some because of the problems that they are facing.
Wonder which one am i? which sort of person? To live or not to live? to continue or to stop? * of course, i am not commiting suicide here if some of u are taking it that way....*